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Imagine a life where you find all of your problems gone, all of your guilts over, all of your worries disappeared, all of your sadness vanished and all that you are left with is immense possibilities, inextricable happiness and ultimate satisfaction.


Imagine a life of extraordinary relationships, unimaginable success, tremendous health and enormous wealth.

Just imagine a life where you can make anything happened with you and with others, powerfully tackle each situation and control all the circumstances that you get into.

Is this not what each one of us are waiting and craving for?

Finally there is a way to create that sort of life, and I’m so excited to present it for you.

This is the way that has transformed me hugely and I want you all to be transformed in the way that you do not anymore remain that you are right now.

I’m so excited and stoked to launch

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Looking forward to you then!

no stone unturned!

Different from my technical part that I have to do every day, One of the things I’m doing these days is that I’m conducting a series of workshops called “silver lining” that aims to let people discover the shining side of the darkest moment.


Basically, it seeks to expound that no matter however dark the night be, every cloud has a silver lining.

Each workshop covers a different topic related to hopes and possibilities and attempts to steer fellow attendies for changing their cynical perspectives.

This series of 23 lectures has come about 25 percent of its way and is being attended by over 250 people each time from various backgrounds ranging from college/university students to corporate human resource, administration staff, school students, housewives, management folks and so on.

The reason why I had to bring this info here is because of the immense pleasure I felt yesterday while delivering the lecture, especially because I’ve been a bit apprehensive before starting the lecture due to my health issues, incomplete preparations and the general, nourvous myself.

Before starting the lecture, I’ve had a choked throat and a terrible voice due to the cough and cold that I’m having yet again.

Further, i just haven’t been able to put together all the presentation material that I’ve planned, hence was somewhat unsure if I’d be able to put across what i was intending prior to the workshop.

The topic was: “no stone unturned”.

Often, in life many of us do not reach to the intended goal, simply because we just haven’t tried all that we could.

Its my belief out of my personal experiences that In your quest to succeed, you never know how close you are to succeeding and will never know which stone or opportunity will be the one that will create the breakthrough.

You may have turn over a lot of stones and sort through a lot opportunities to reach your objective. But with each one you are moving closer to your goals.

The stone or the opportunity that you decide to overlook . . . . could be the one that would make the difference.

Be a seeker of opportunities and be the one to turn over the stones on your success journey and the one that your seeking will be there for you.

Success takes persistence, time and effort . . . . Commit yourself to succeed and with each stone that you turn over you are getting one stone closer your goals.

Its simple, if you try everything, something would work!



Opposite to my apprehensions, the yesterday’s lecture went on great and its been in fact one of the most enjoyable workshops that I’ve ever conducted.

Without conferring any philosophical statement, I’m just simply happy that I’ve been able to turn my worries in a constructive direction, perhaps because of the same silver lining that I’ve been able to observe during the darks of health issues, incomplete preparations and all my personal obscurities.

thank you so much each of you folks of my wonderful silver lining team, its you guys that makes us worth something.

Following is what I’ve said for summarizing the topic by the way:



I'm looking for a reason, I'm watching the signs,

This head on collision is a race against time,

Is this an illusion? It seems so unreal,

This manifestation is drawing me near.



Something to grab a hold of,

Capture a glimpse from the mind's eye,

Releasing all that I contain,

And all I perceive by.



I Feel the pressure building,

Got to take this journey on my own,

I have to seize the moment,

Leave no stone unturned until I'm done.



I walk this Earth, Until I stagger and fallTo my knees,

I won't rest my bones If I'm awake or asleep,

There'll be no relief.



Just like a vapor, moments flash by,

Way beyond measure like the infinite sky,

Realization, a token of faith,

A constant reminder of my ultimate grave.



I Feel the pressure building,

Got to take this journey on my own,

I have to seize the moment,

Leave no stone unturned until I'm done....

Silence inside my head

well then, i'm really observing that there's a serious and immediate need for me to cit down with my own self and sort out the tussle going in me.
i'm feeling sad, hurted and disappointed about the things that i'm not able to bare because of someone who is so important to me. there's too much to write, but my silence has taken over all my words and all my emotions. i feel an unplumbed silence around me, and shits, i don't want this to happen.
this is what happening to me till i get over myself with this unbarable silence:

Silence inside my head,
solitude shaping my thoughts.
Bitter melodies hummed under breath,
violence just under the surface.

Loneliness creating unbearable pressure,
explosions in my mind.
Shaking in passions unreleased,
pain expanding outside myself.

Tears drain my strength,
frustration consumes my days.
Sultry dreams of you all night,
opening my eyes to emptiness.

Pulled away from hope,
shaking as silence enfolds again.
Enveloped in inarticulate thoughts,
crying out without a sound.

Muffled by my own fears,
tempered by past misfortunes.
Exhausted without a cause,
laying twisted in blankets.

Something touching my soul,
leaving me vulnerable.
Loving you with such distance,
leaving me hurting alone.

Anger built within frustration,
self-loathing in control of my emotions.
Sabotaging myself into sadness,
tears staining my heart.

I don't want to be alone,
I don't know how to live.
Will your touch will heal me,
Will your love bring me to life.

How you have made me weak,
you can make me strong.
Sniffling away my tears,
burying my lost hope.

I crawl out of bed,
alone I face the day.
Solitude shaping my thoughts,
silence inside my head.

don't stop loving me?

With the recent occurrences happening with me, I’ve got to learn that in life, the person that brings out the best in you and the one that makes you strong is actually your weekness too.
However strong I might be in front of the whole world, there’s someone who at times is my biggest weekness, especially when the person ever get stray.
Hey, you really are my biggest strength and the biggest weekness. You’ve got all the powers to build or destroy me, just please, please don’t stop loving me if I’m really not that bad. Please?

Don’t stop loving me
For I might break
Don’t stop loving me
For it’ll be a mistake

Without your love
I don’t know what I’ll do
Without your love
I might turn blue

Your love gives me energy
Helps me stay alive
Without it I might stop living,
You give me life

when you're with me,
Everything is bright
So don’t stop loving me
For I might lose sight

I love you with all my heart
And hope you feel the same
I always will love you
For you help keep me sane

Together we may struggle
but without you all I feel is pain.
Sometimes I may seem confused
but there is one thing that will never change.

The feelings I have for you don't fade or go away.
They continue to grow stronger each day with every kiss.
Life without you is something I can't imagine.
From within my soul, it's you I'd miss.

I could believe in fate and put up a fight.
But you and I are not written.
Although there is a truth I'd like to write.

We both have scars,
with memories that can not be erased,
but together we are stronger.
In your hands my heart has been placed.

This is a choice I have made.
I understand the risk I take.
Please hold my heart dear to you.
Careful to never break.

If you do stumble or fall,
please don't forget to gather all the pieces.,
It's your choice of what to do with them.
My love for you never ceases……..

Please hear what i'm not saying

Those who know me might be already aware
that I’m usually bad in explaining myself and expressing the emotions,

that Sometimes, i’d feel some things that I won’t tell, and sometimes I’d tell somethings that I’d not feel,
That the least I do is I get quiet when I don’t like something and so on.
I know that I’m difficult to understand, but I wish someone could ever hear what I’m not saying.
The following few lines might not mean anything to most of you, but these are just I feel, and goes out for someone who matters so much to me.
No expectations, girl, its just my way of letting my thoughts out….

Please Hear What I'm Not Saying
Don't be fooled by me.
Don't be fooled by the face I wear
For I wear a mask, a thousand masks,
Masks that I'm afraid to take off
And none of them is me.

Pretending is an art that's second nature with me,
but don't be fooled,
for God's sake don't be fooled.
I give you the impression that I'm secure,
that all is sunny and unruffled with me,
within as well as without,
that confidence is my name and coolness my game,
that the water's calm and I'm in command
and that I need no one,
but don't believe me.

My surface may be smooth but
my surface is my mask,
ever-varying and ever-concealing.
Beneath lies no complacence.
Beneath lies confusion, and fear, and aloneness.
But I hide this. I don't want anybody to know it.
I panic at the thought of my weakness exposed.
That's why I frantically create a mask to hide behind,
a nonchalant sophisticated facade,
to help me pretend,
to shield me from the glance that knows.

But such a glance is precisely my salvation,
my only hope, and I know it.
That is, if it is followed by acceptance,
If it is followed by love.
It's the only thing that can liberate me from myself
from my own self-built prison walls
from the barriers that I so painstakingly erect.
It's the only thing that will assure me
of what I can't assure myself,
that I'm really worth something.
But I don't tell you this. I don't dare to. I'm afraid to.

I'm afraid you'll think less of me,
that you'll laugh, and your laugh would kill me.
I'm afraid that deep-down I'm nothing
and that you will see this and reject me.

So I play my game, my desperate, pretending game
With a façade of assurance without
And a trembling child within.
So begins the glittering but empty parade of Masks,
And my life becomes a front.
I tell you everything that's really nothing,
and nothing of what's everything,
of what's crying within me.
So when I'm going through my routine
do not be fooled by what I'm saying.
Please listen carefully and try to hear what I'm not saying,
what I'd like to be able to say,
what for survival I need to say,
but what I can't say.

I don't like hiding.
I don't like playing superficial phony games.
I want to stop playing them.
I want to be genuine and spontaneous and me
but you've got to help me.
You've got to hold out your hand
even when that's the last thing I seem to want.
Only you can wipe away from my eyes
the blank stare of the breathing dead.
Only you can call me into aliveness.
Each time you're kind, and gentle, and encouraging,
each time you try to understand because you really care,
my heart begins to grow wings --
very small wings,
but wings!
With your power to touch me into feeling
you can breathe life into me.
I want you to know that.
I want you to know how important you are to me,
how you can be a creator--an honest-to-God creator --
of the person that is me
if you choose to.
You alone can break down the wall behind which I tremble,
you alone can remove my mask,
you alone can release me from the shadow-world of panic,
from my lonely prison,
if you choose to.
Please choose to.

Do not pass me by.
It will not be easy for you.
A long conviction of worthlessness builds strong walls.
The nearer you approach me
the blinder I may strike back.
It's irrational, but despite what the books may say about man
often I am irrational.
I fight against the very thing I cry out for.
But I am told that love is stronger than strong walls
and in this lies my hope.
Please try to beat down those walls
with firm hands but with gentle hands
for a child is very sensitive.

Who am I, you may wonder?
I am someone you know very well.
For I am every man you meet
And you are everything that I need.
So, Please Hear What I'm Not Saying, if you can….

what's love

Well so, I sincerely appologize for the very long time since I last wrote a blog post. I have been plagued with a disease called "laziness" and it crippled my hands from interpreting the thoughts on to paper. But today is special.I had an epiphany today and I could not let these thoughts fall through.

Recently, I’ve realized that I seem to have found   someone who  finally lushed my heart the craziest possible way.

This new experience that i’m experiencing from the last some months now has  helped me redefine and better understand this thing called "love". However, I’ve also realized at the same time that the love has different forms, different versions, different ways and the different meanings in the different situations, different conditions and much depends on person-to-person.

I think that its almost impossible defining what love is.

Its tough, its easy,  it shines, it fades, it has colors and shades,

  its day, its night, its dark, its light, its rite, its wrong, its a prose, its a son, it is sadness, it is happiness, it is pain, it drives you  insane,

 there is feeling, there is healing, you  make promises, you  swear,  there is security, there is fear,

 it makes, it breaks, it tears, it mends, it rises, it bends,

its a jewel, its a crown, it comes up and down,

you  sacrifise, you  choose, you  win, you  lose, you  hide, you  find,

its in heart, its in mind, its loving, its craving, its a fire, its a desire,

its giving, its forgiving, you  need it, you  creed it, you  want it, you  grant it,

it is an inspirtation, its an aspiration, it is desperation, it is frustration,

it makes you  smile, make you  cry, it even makes you  wonder why,

love is deep as oceans, with so many emotions, much that you  try to prescribe, love really you  can't describe.

P.S: thank you, girl, that you made me realize and even think about all that, I haven’t been this way ever before.

do what you want to

Interestingly these days, I somehow get to find one or the other poem for every situation that I’m going through. Its perhaps the magic or the influence of the person who matters in most of these situation, but I’m seriously amazed and bemused at the same time to discover that poet in myself. I’m of course not writing new poem each time, but a poet is also who can relate the poems with his/her own situations and put them on right places.


Here goes another, and I really mean it!



There are people that will investigate you

They'll insinuate, intimidate and complicate you

Don't ever wait or hesitate to state the fate that awaits those who

Try to shake or take you

Don't let them break you



You can do anything you want to do

It's not wrong what I sing it's true

You can do anything you want to do

Do what you want to



People that despise you will analyse then criticise you

They'll scandalise and tell lies until they realize

You are someone they should have apologised to

Don't let these people compromise you

Be wise too



You can do anything you want to do

It's not wrong what I sing it's true

You can do anything you want to do

Do what you want to



Hey you you're not their puppet on a string

You can do everything

It's true if you really want to

You can do anything you want



Just like I do



You can do anything you want to do